I can't believe I am even thinking this, but I think it's a woman's inner voice. I have been thinking a lot about an addition to our family. Not immediately, but as I look at the ages of our children, if I wait too much longer, there will be a huge age gap and then I would forced to have 2 more. Brenton would love more children, I think. He loves kids! I on the other hand think about the sleepless nights, sicknesses, weight-gain, then work to lose the weight, and all the other things that play into this. It's a greater investment for me physically than him, as I am sure all females agree.
If I could guarantee that I would have another girl, I would for sure do it, but I might end up with 3 boys and one girl (not that boys are bad, I love boys, but for space purposes 2 and 2 would be ideal). It's strange for me to even think this through since all of our children were surprise blessings from above! (I can say that now :)). We've never planned anything, especially having kids.
It seems crazy to think of starting all over- we are planning on getting the little guy out of diapers this summer- it will be the first time with no diapers in our life for the past 6 years$$$. WEIRD!
Nothing is for sure, but I can't stop thinking about it. I am sure my family will call me nuts, they already think my life is too chaotic and unorganized, but one last little Balvin sure would be cute!