My problem is, that both sides of the battle are good. I don't think I could lose with either choice, but will I be able to live with my choices forever, will I regret one over the other? Can I handle people's opinions of my choices? Do I know myself well enough to make these choices? These are the things that bounce around my mind when I have idle moments. One more reason, I try not to have idle moments.
You know I can't keep anything in for very long, its one reason I have a blog. I have the need to blab everything I am thinking to the world, as if someone else cares. So be patient with me as a wrestle through these thoughts and ideas.